what is happening ? i still cant adopt to it, really cant. why is such things happening again and again ? i have so much question marks right now ! fan ? what can i fan about ?
asking someone to stay strong seems easy, but if you were to do that it is real hard. who doesn't wanna stay strong ? do you know what is heartpain ?
i dont know, cause is too numb for me to feel it. i hate seeing such sight, seeing such things to happen yet so helpless, it sucks ! alright, talking so much now wont help so why not save the energy to think of something positive ?

okay, i am having camp tml till sat (: i hope it will be a rather interesting and enjoyable days (:
somehow, i wish that there will always be someone for me to rely on.
hen mao dun, zhen de hen mao dun.